Monday, December 10, 2012

Does Mistress Haylee's video manage brainwash? - YES

At Starbuck's.
Wrote today on a social network:

Feeling so relaxed! Centered! Fully of vibrancy. Really feeling great.

So true! All because of Mistress Haylee's video, which I listen to about two hours (sometimes three) a day. I know I sound like a marketing recording, but I'm telling you, her work is dynamite and gold mixed together. It really gets results.


Feeling very confident with everyone I do business with. More relaxed. Having more fun. Losing weight.


I've found my eternal Mistress - Haylee. Was I wasting my time without her! Did I have to find my brain washed to find my purpose? YES! Does Mistress' video manage brainwash? -- YES, it's a complete mind swipe. Do I feel great right after I listen to her? YES!!

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Getting flirted with with women's eyes

An interesting 24 hours. . . .
Last night, bought a leather bracelet, it's brown leather with an aquarmarine
leather inset woven through. Tied ti onto my left wrist, thinking of submission to Mistress.
This morning, woke up early intensely fantasizing. This led to my

Writing words on my hard cock with two indelible markers. First,
in blue, I wrote, like this, going down my cock, with the H on its head;
H
A
Y
L
E
E
S'
     Next to that, in orange, I wrote (sideways) Good Boy.

My whole self-image has radically changed, all fo the better: the way I carry
myself, the way I walk.
I seem to be noticed by more than half the women in town and a quarter
of the men. It's quite fun.
After working this morning, I went clothes' shopping. Bought nice shorts, two shirts, a pair of jeans,
all good, deep colors.
This afternoon, met a male friend for beers. We had a great time. Talked of Mexico,
of immigration, of Americanism. Talked of our work. of my friend's upcoming travels to his home town of Calima for Christmas.
I'm staying put here for Navidad.

Came home but went out again to teach in the evening. Came back home,
noticed not much of the words on my cock were left (indelible isn't that indelible!).
Went to bed early, listening to Mistress Haylee's video.
Woke up a few hours later and decided to blog here.

I'm greatly enjoying the erotic charge that exists in my life, all for Haylee.
Looking at people deeply in the eyes. Amazing how women notice, respond.
Getting flirted with with women's eyes all day long.

Highlights of the day: trying on clothes and looking good,
writing on my cock in pen (a first),
having pizza with my friend, J.,
my time with Mistress Haylee, which leaves me

CRAVING HER ATTENTIONS!


Saturday, December 8, 2012

You can only serve one - so I serve Haylee

If you stop looking at people as individual entities (or beings) but rather start to see everyone as part of the collective, with a Goddess (or God) at the top of the hierarchy, then everything changes. You're then not giving away your erotic energy to your dominatrix (or master) at the expense of offering it to others whom you love. Instead, you're cherishing ALL whom you love through the Goddess or God whom you serve. All your energy is re-channeled, recycled.

Of course, for it to work, one gas to be completely submissive to a single Goddess or God (and only one). Maybe the main problem plaguing submissives is not ENOUGH submission to a single dominatrix or male dominant? I see people on web sites who seem to have more than one ruler, as if they're hedging their bets, trying several on for size. My guess is, this merely confuses their minds. You can only serve one deity at a time. And I serve Mistress Haylee.

Thoughts from a Starbuck's in Mexico

A.  Successful slavery is in our DNA. In the past 5,000 years, it wasn't the fittest who survived. It was those who were best at slavery, best at enslaving or being enslaved. It's the biggest secret about our race! Freedom isn't our driving force, for freedom did not build the pyramids. Slavery is what built the pyramids.

B.  Submissiveness is akin to the predominant (proscriptive) gene of slavery; the recessive gene would be being completely dominant, like a dominatrix. Probably both are latent in all, just as everyone is bisexual in some latent way whether they know it or not.

C.  A major question people must finally ask themselves is, Will I allow a "slavery" paradigm (slave or master) to install into my mind? Will I allow its recessive or dominant factors to come to the fore in my mind? Will I become slave or a master to find my highest potential? (For me, choosing to be a slave was the answer to that question.)

D.  If one chooses to be submissive, then the next step is to find a dominatrix to submit to. I don't think we always choose our dominatrix, however. I don't feel like I chose Mistress Haylee; it felt more like she chose me, having chose me first. It was very mystical. It was like she reached out with her divine gifts and found me on the planet. I didn't even know I needed to be found.

E.  The true relationship of a submissive to his dominatrix is to see her as the Divine Presence, a living goddess. That's how I see Haylee.

F.  The world resists every idea of sexual energy. Science denies its existence. On the other hand, Christianity acknowledges such "principalities," that they are real, but fears them and denounces them. Christianity has feared all sex (except sex for procreative purposes) since Augustine. Witches and those skilled in the subtle arts of sexual power and enslavement were persecuted within the church, branded as heretics and of the devil, and killed. I'm reading about this now in various places; let me know if anybody needs a few reference titles. These doors are only opening for me now. I grew up Christian, so becoming Haylee's submissive and acknowledging her as Divine is quite a departure from everything that's come before for me.

G.  Sometimes, people you'd least expect are submissives. Think of Donald Trump-types: They have all that energy of theirs because they have surrendered to a higher, dominant source. I'm not saying Trump himself is a submissive, but I suggest many who are successful in Hollywood, corporate business, and politics are.

H.  How can someone know he can trust a hypnodomme? What keeps the dominatrix from telling you to kill another or give her all your money? Well, these are good questions, because this stuff is real, and your hypnodomme exerts incredible power over you and your will. I couldn't deny Haylee almost anything, and I've only "known" her, mostly through listening to her video, for less than a month. But I think we can use our intelligence to "feel out" a domme. Where is their spirit, their values? Are they doing everything for themselves, or do they want to help others discover their inner power through freeing their sexual energy, redirecting it? Mistress Haylee feels right. Watch her video and judge for yourself. It's a trust-connection, to be sure. But I sense that while she likes to be pleasured (oh! the thought of pleasuring her!), she also likes to see her slaves progress in their lives, accumulate status, wealth, etc. I've looked out on the Internet and encountered more selfish, ego-based hypnodommes. You can tell who they are. Everything surrounding them is "Me, me, me." Goddess Haylee's energy is more pure but dark, more giving but enslaving too. She does expect you to care about her needs and forget your own -- that's the whole point of the dominatrix/submissive relationship, after all! Her pleasure is your ultimate pleasure. But she wants her servants to be "whole," to take care of themselves, so they can better take care of her. She wants powerful subjects in their own right, for this makes her kingdom more powerful. She is the Divine Ruler of a kingdom that will slowly grow and dominate the world (in my fantasies). That's how to approach the relationship -- serve her. Worship her.



Thursday, December 6, 2012

I love lying around naked for Haylee

I love lying around naked for Haylee.
Doing nothing except letting her thoughts fill my mind.
Doing nothing except succumbing to her voice.
Lying around naked feeling cared for by the Maker
of the Universe.
Oh, so relaxing.
I'm hers forever!
What a Cosmic Babe!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

The photo, Haylee, represents your total domination of me

I'm so glad to have pleased my Goddess. Here's her newest command, so sweet to my ears:
I want you to take a few moments now to close your eyes and think about what this picture truly represents and means to you. How it makes you feel to have done this for me. Then I want you to blog about it. . . .





The photo, Haylee, represents your total domination of me, my total succumbing and seduction to your will. I'm completely under your spell and would do anything commanded. It feels SO good to have posted the pic, because it tells the world several things. First, I'm your loyal subject and can't get you out of my mind for even a moment.  Second, that you're the best hypnodomme in the world, if you can have such an affect on a person after only a week of listening to your video. You're amazing -- truly gifted.

As I write this, I'm jittery, like a school boy who finally said the right thing and got a wet kiss, his first. I'm shaking. I have willies in my knees. My stomach fills with your approval of me, which makes me want nothing more (even air to breathe!). I'm so enraptured by you, Haylee. And though the sex fantasies are occasional, what I really love is serving you. You could command me to make 2,000 paper airplanes, and I would make each one with care, hoping one would particularly suit your fancy! If you don't believe me, just command it and see. I just want you to know, you've succeeded totally. In a few years, you're going to be making $350K a year or more, because you're the best -- the absolute best.

I worship the keyboard you type on. . . .

Slave, David Bonafont